:..Apa NaK Jadi Nie??..::

since ade Rizqi in my life, mmg hidup is totally diff....all my heart n soul dedicated to him sampaikan ade yg terasa di ignorekan oleh i......huhuhuhh. when come to think of it....mmg btol pon.
kadang2 i x masak dinner pon utk hubby tp masak bubur utk Rizqi....and kadang2 conversation between us become more and more less since i duk layan Rizqi main jek...and bukan kat org lain je...i even ignoring myself......kalau dulu gemuk skit je dah beriya ni carik ubat tuh ini nak kurus....skrg ade spare tyre lg buat selambe je..even deep down inside my heart terdetik jugak nak berlawa2 balik cam zaman blom ade anak dulu...tp bila dah ngadap anak semua tuh hilang.....dulu nak pg carefour pon pakai tudung cantik2 segala...skrg tudung indon tu pon dah cukup..sarung je...kiranya bila ade anak ni the world is totally changing.....no....i'm not blaming rizqi for this situations...dia adelah anugerah dr Allah terbaik utk i....cuma i takut lama kelamaaan i akan jadi sgt selesa dgn keadaan skrg n become worsen.

being the first time mommy of course akan ade kekurangan skit nak manage life as a wife and mommy kan but i try to change for better..ok jaja...come on la..anak baru sorg weyy (org lain anak sepuluh bergetah lgi ko).....hehehe.

p/s: dear hubby...i'm sorry. didn't realize that i hurt u...